Im just a gal, trying to get through another day. I write what I want to write because I cant say what I want to say out loud..Im scared to trust, so if I trust you, please dont screw me over. Yeah Im emotional, and sometimes I cant control it, but if you just hold me and tell me everythings gonna be alright? "Well maybe, youre gonna be the one to save me."
August 21st. It was just an ordinary Sunday like any other. I was just chillin with some friends. Little did I know it would be the day my life changed forever. Little did I know that someone I had just recently befriended, would be the one to bear bad news. It was on that Sunday that gave the bracelet I wear that states: "Love is the Movement" more meaning to me than the day I bought it. It was on that day that I found out I lost him. The neighbor I used to hang out with everyday. The classmate I used to know better than anyone gave the chance to. The friend Ive known since I was about 8. Justin Alexander King. That day changed my life more than any other, aside from a few others....Cant believe youre really gone Alex. Things just arent the same without you kid. Miss you like crazy. R.I.P My friend.
Miss you more than words can say.
Dont know why you took your life away.
Forget what all them haters say.
Imma see you in Heaven one day.
You may be "emotional" or whatever, but if you ever decide you wanna end your life: dont. You may think lifes bad now, but what happens when your gone? How will they feel? Its gonna kill them inside every day...All because they didnt know what to say, or do..You really think killing yourself is the answer? Nah, toughing it out, finding a true friend to help you through it all, and being able to look back on this time and say: "HA! YOU DONT GET TO DEFEAT ME!" Thats whats gonna be worth it. Knowing that you can over come EVERYTHING if you can just hold on.
You took my friend from me....Suicide? Youre no friend of mine.